Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Lost in Disneyland

I'm feeling really isolated today.

I've been doing so much better recently. I've been trying to stay in contact with people, I've been working on dyeing and doing some quilting. I've been reading a lot and even ventured out to the library. But today I feel a bit like a small child who got lost at a theme park.

I think part of it is the lack of sleep. All my life I was able to sleep relatively easily. Then in the last few years either from issues with pain or hamster brain I just can't sleep as well as before. When I'm tried I can't handle the pain nearly as well as I can normally and things just seem to domino into a much larger issue.

Maybe that's all it is..just lack of sleep... but at the moment, I feel very small and alone.

2 comments:

Yvonne said...

I hope you're sleeping a bit better my friend. It's gorgeous up here at the lake. When you're feeling like that, give me a call and we'll chat those blues away. :)

Erin said...

I read your post: I too have a lot of pain daily and understand how you feel when it doesn't let you sleep and you feel all alone..it is very difficult..you are a trooper...keep your chin up... :)